matt and other things
...written on 2005-04-02, @ 8:26 p.m.

Well, since Annette updated her's, I might as well.

Matt has been asking lately if I'm happy with what's going on between us and if i want a break. I told him yes, I'm happy and no, I don't want a break. I'm kind of thinking he isn't happy and does want a break, though. I guess not being able to be with one another is creeping up on him? The other night.. last night actually, a few minutes before the end of April Fool's, we were on the phone and he asked if anything was wrong and the like and I told him no, there wasn't and to go back to his friends (he had friends over) and we could talk later. When we hung up, I whispered ... "april fools..." and then really felt terrible, but I'm not going to say anything about it.. I feel bad enough as it is. wosghsef.

I had a weird dream last night/this morning. I was in a relationship with James S (on the Raider Echo) and my bedroom was used for my friends to have intercourse and my dining room was for after-sex-tea. I have no idea what is up with my mind, but oh well.

I had UIL Journalism on Thursday and I got a 1st place medal in feature writing :D I also did ready-writing this morning, but I'm not sure if I won anything.

My chemisty project is going to be about Sir William Ramsay, who found some inert gases. I figured he would be a good chemist to write about. I wish we could just write an essay... I love essays. I also have some labs to finish up before B1 on Monday.

Tomorrow, if all of my Chemistry is complete (the labs, at least) I'll work on World History. I'm trying to do a lot better this 6 weeks, instead of scraping by with low 70's. I will beat Chris Lew once in my life! I WILL. (I also will get a front row seat :D)

^_^ Annette is super. She let me borrow lots of manga and gave me these Litchi Gummy things.. they're really good ^^.

Hmph. I guess I'll get to working on my labs before Matt calls.

leave |me| alone

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